Alright this is the last post for today
after going MIA for 1 month which i dint wanted to.
Let's just put aside audtion and k-pop.

What have I been doing for the past 1 months?
Still busy with work as usual.
Hahaha. I can only remember a few special (?) events.

It was the first time that I needed to interview
a Lecturer from TP for my project work.
It went quite ok but I have to admit that I was super shy x.x!
I dont dare to ask him questions lol.
Hahahaha. Luckily he was a friendly and nice person.
He made the interview session easy for us. =x
Well after the interview, I dinner-ed with my son Val.
He showed me ard the tampines area (not sure abt spelling).
The new Tampines One Mall is rather big...
I saw the Jap Shop that the other youths go gaga abt...
Nth much actually.
Some clothes are relatively cheap while the rest are just so exp.
Yupps that's abt it. Anw Thanks Val =)

Next I think it's followed by some competition.
Lols i dun feel like talking abt it.
Total Laggness = Complete disaster.
I dont see the point of playing that mode now.
So unless u ask me to play, I wont touch it again until i get rid of the lag.
But this doesnt mean i see the point of playing other modes.

OK FAST FORWARD.

Hahaha. Eye candy today LOL!.
I like to see guys who dress smartly, esp with a tie. Haha.
I dunno why but i just like seeing them in their shirt that is similar to a BF tee?
Haha i dunno what that kind of shirt is called
Anw, the teachers' day concert in PJC was well orgainised.
This is a real concert, unlike those in secondary and primary school.
Anw HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY~!
LOLLLL I hope no teachers come to my blog.
But i just want to wish them a happy chers' day... exp to Mrs Lim.
Sigh. She left the school before we even reach BBSS.
But it's ok. There will be some other time.
Hopefully during another end of year 4E3 outing ? Haha.
4e3 is missed! <3 huge =" 1k">Save the money, save the trouble, save everything.

My mom and I had the same doubt that my father would pay for me.
Yea. To ans ur question, this is the reason why i dun even bother asking him.
Well I'm not sure what will happen in the end...
I still think i have a relatively high chance of going..
I'm trying to be positive lol.

Sigh. I think I talked to her abt this last last week.
Then came the compy and the keys... they made me worse.
Compy incident was a blow (?) to me.
I rmb aruging with my mom that since i cant play well without a good com,
therefore I'm going out to play.
In the end, the com which supposed to be better than my hse com ended up like it.
After the whole compy, it set me into thinking.
I was questioning what she had said to me...

"All the coms are the same, so why is there a need to buy one?"
"Ur cousin has been using the same com throughout her sec sch years till now and
she is still using it.. who says u die die must upgrade or get a new one?"
"Everyone all stay at home to play, y must be the odd one out to go outside?"

On my way home, on the bus esp since i like to emo a lot on it,
suddenly i couldnt find any reasons to counter what she had said.
The 'WHY' questions popped up and i cant answer them.
It seems that I had totally lost my stand.
It seems that I'm the rebellious kid..
but then if i want to win I dun have a choice of going out to play right?
Worse of all these words kept ringing in my mind.
My mom seemed to be spot on for the endings,
in that nothing will change even if u have a new com.
It all boils down to the word MONEY again huh?

I couldnt take the frustrations (not bcos I lost but the words..) at all.
Yea. I'm not afraid of letting u all know...
I cried on the bus. I did. It was so hard to stop.
When the bus is almost reaching my hse bus stop,
I realised that my nose should be very red then.
Damn it. I sat on the bus till i reached the interchange
where I waited for 1/2 hr for my nose to clear before i went home.

The story doesnt end here.
The next day's night time, I freaked out because I couldnt find my hse keys.
It was really 'gone'.
I emptied the bag that i used when i went out for compy..
and there was no trace of my keys.
GG-fied.
I rmb clearly i put it in my bag before going out.
So i dint bother to search my messy desk and told my mom straight away.
U should know what happened next... SCOLDINGS. ==!
Haizxcv I'm so upset abt what happened the day before
and my mom still kept scolding me zxc.
Lol. Not like i wanted it to happen.
My favourite keychain was also gone. T_T
Afterwhich, she nagged at me abt the keys for the subsequent days
because she spend 100 bucks to change the locks. ==

Ok then TODAY, YES TODAY. I FOUND MY OLD HSE KEYS IN BAG. WTF?
There was a hole in the inner compartment of my bag.
It was hard to feel the hole. Really no joke.
The keys fell in the 'grey' area where there is no zip that reaches to that space.
Lol. I got scolded for NOTHING.

Sheez... sad life eh? Lol. Not excatly..
At least i still have a Lifeless friend who also lifeless with me HAHAHA.
Now then i understand the other side of msn.
Sometimes it is not just because u need help or
questions to ask before u msn someone.
Acutally u can also randomly find someone on msn to talk to
when u are bored or anything.
Hahaha that's y it can be quite fun to be on msn.
Thanks lifeless for msn-ing me.
I felt a lot better through the chats even though
u might not know that I was feeling =(

Sep Hoilday is coming.
Doubt it will be a good one like last year.
I wonder how i'll be like 12 days ltr.
Still able to smile or to force to smile?
I dunno.
I rmb 2months ago my neighbour said to me that
when he saw me at the interchange,
it seems that I am almost totally a different person and was totally shagged.
The usual bright smile I had was gone.
He was right and I tried to deny then.
Hahaha. My old friend still knows me well eh?

hmm after the 12th day... HELL IS COMING.